Shame

So you don't want to talk to me?
Fine,
Though I've one thing to say;
People call me a whore,
When you tell lies.
People call you a whore,
When I tell the truth.

Rachel Marie

Hey Girl
I hope it's better there
I hope you've found your peace
I'm sure you look gorgeous with your wings
You were Beautiful here, too
And I wish I'd know you
Enough to stop the hurt
Or to have helped at all
A brief and precious state of mind
We miss you

Hiss

Alas
It seems there's been a misunderstanding
Between the definition
And distinction,
Of a word.
And a situation.
This. Is. My. Battle.
This is. not. my fight
What I begin
I will close
What you begin
I will hold.
You throw the shot
I assume we fight
And I will be damned.
If I let my sheild down
And all of you.
Every one.
Who told me to let it go
To just forgive.
I did.
The time before,
and before,
before.
This is now.
And I'm though with it.



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I don't think
I know
You don't understand
You empathize, maybe
But otherwise blind.
Maybe I'm strange,
Or just slightly odd
But I'm tired of this.
I'm done with being told to just forget it
I didn't start this,
Why is it mine?
I stand up for you
Why can't you just stand by me?
You don't have to fight
Just don't tell me to surrender
Because just. this. once.
I want to stand.
No more falling.
Please.
Just let me be human.
Let me be angry.

why do i feel like I'm losing it
Like I'm not going to make it
Like it
Has gotten the better of me
What is happening?
I don't understand it and I sure as hell don't like it
I'm losing it
I can't keep it
Like it's running and I'm not fast enough
Not enough time
For all of it
It it it
You me them
I'm losing it

Sounding Off

Like a poet in motion
This soul in my veins
It sings and it sings and it screams
The lyrics and tune
I like them just fine
It's the end of the screams
That haunts me at times
For when it is quiet
Then I have gone deaf
And those lyrics and tune
I won't hear again

=

I must say
It facinates me.
Simply. Let's simplify.
Joy is joy
Don't quantify
A child's smile.
If love = light
And light = life
Then love = life
Sencillo, no?

Please help me
Anyone
I'm begging
I'll sink as low as i need
But save me please.
This is my home,
Sanctuary from the distopias about
So what am i supposed to do
When all the mirrors come crashing down?
The words.
Forget about the fucking words
Remember who speaks.
A mother kills to save her baby.
Is she evil?
A father fights to keep his life.
Is he wrong.
No.
We're all just human.
And it's about time we remembered that.