Rest In Peace

I don't know
I guess i'm sorry
Just sorry
Sorry that for a minute i forgot
That you hurt her, she loved me
You made her cry
And I hate you for that
But I miss you
I miss you because I never knew you
Hell, what about the others
Did you ever let anyone know you?
What was your favorite color?
What did you do for fun?
Wait.
I know this one
You. wrote.
Wrote history alive
Gave me a story that i understood
I was so...Proud
Proud to have your blood.
I remember sitting, and thinking
So this is where i got it from
This desire to tell the story, to make it real
It came from you.
And from you, came him
And from him, me.
And I, I need him.
I need to understand.
Why.
Why didn't you just look around and see?
You're a fucking writer, observe
Figure out what's going on
This wasn't supposed to be a tragedy
So I'm not going to cry anymore
Dry eyed.
I'm sorry

Again and Again and Again

Please no
I turned away
I don't want this, not again
But as of yet.
I return
To this crossroad
Too subtle, its likeness I didn't see
Until
It stood
there.
And I forgot where I had left

Well Then

Hello Humanity
Humility
Remember me? I guess you needn't
I haven't been this way a while
It matters most to me
To condense
This thought I've
Had.
Oh dear, I do believe I've tripped

Bitch Please.

Let me explain something;
Pretty is not an excuse
Simpering giggles do not cloak
The shallowness of you
You have what you want.
ascended
I understand.
But do not think
That he raises you above me
Trying to look down on me
Will not disguise the fact
You. Fall.
And when you realize this. decent
Best hope all debts are settled
Before. you.
Fall.

Change of Heart

Well, thanks
Good to know I meant that much
Forgive me for confusing
A friendship of faith
For one of convenience
I hope you have wonderful conversations
With your pride
I hope I run out of reasons
To miss you

So Tell Me

So tell me,
Is it possible
To have too much
Love.
Too much of a need to save the world
Or even just those around me.
I don't begrudge it
My paradise lost
But I want to save you.
And her, and him
Just to make you all see;
Life is not controlled by what is shown to you
You have to search for it to be worth a damned thing
But isn't this nice?
To sit back and let the world spin
I confess I liked it better,
When we chased
Gravity.
Knowing ourselves the antithesis.
But at what cost?
I reckon it's good
You've only claimed this part of me
You have my time
I gave my heart
So where is my mind?

Pure

Let it burn
And may it cleanse away
Impurity
Let's call it love shall we?
That scorching flame.
How did I get so lucky?
Why was I the chosen one?
I don't deserve this
You
Not by a long shot.
And it makes me so happy
The ice melts, and when the walls crash down
My heart floods, overflows
And I cry.

Well Shit

You know, that wasn't what I meant
Ill thoughts, ill deeds, ill words
I don't really remember
what I was trying to say
But it wasn't this

Causing you pain was my least intent
And now I'm scared.
because you say it's ok,
That it's all alright
but Chico, I know you better than that