Well Then

Hello Humanity
Humility
Remember me? I guess you needn't
I haven't been this way a while
It matters most to me
To condense
This thought I've
Had.
Oh dear, I do believe I've tripped

Bitch Please.

Let me explain something;
Pretty is not an excuse
Simpering giggles do not cloak
The shallowness of you
You have what you want.
ascended
I understand.
But do not think
That he raises you above me
Trying to look down on me
Will not disguise the fact
You. Fall.
And when you realize this. decent
Best hope all debts are settled
Before. you.
Fall.

Change of Heart

Well, thanks
Good to know I meant that much
Forgive me for confusing
A friendship of faith
For one of convenience
I hope you have wonderful conversations
With your pride
I hope I run out of reasons
To miss you

So Tell Me

So tell me,
Is it possible
To have too much
Love.
Too much of a need to save the world
Or even just those around me.
I don't begrudge it
My paradise lost
But I want to save you.
And her, and him
Just to make you all see;
Life is not controlled by what is shown to you
You have to search for it to be worth a damned thing
But isn't this nice?
To sit back and let the world spin
I confess I liked it better,
When we chased
Gravity.
Knowing ourselves the antithesis.
But at what cost?
I reckon it's good
You've only claimed this part of me
You have my time
I gave my heart
So where is my mind?

Pure

Let it burn
And may it cleanse away
Impurity
Let's call it love shall we?
That scorching flame.
How did I get so lucky?
Why was I the chosen one?
I don't deserve this
You
Not by a long shot.
And it makes me so happy
The ice melts, and when the walls crash down
My heart floods, overflows
And I cry.

Well Shit

You know, that wasn't what I meant
Ill thoughts, ill deeds, ill words
I don't really remember
what I was trying to say
But it wasn't this

Causing you pain was my least intent
And now I'm scared.
because you say it's ok,
That it's all alright
but Chico, I know you better than that

Of A Different Nature

I look at you

New thoughts
New ideas
New minds

But in my soul, it's old
I've known this
For some time now
Its just been hidden

A stirring I ignored
A wanting
Denying

Just wait for that moment of
Unfettered Joy
Out of Shadows

Someday it comes
And with her, light.
I'm beautiful, one day you'll see.