Of A Different Nature

I look at you

New thoughts
New ideas
New minds

But in my soul, it's old
I've known this
For some time now
Its just been hidden

A stirring I ignored
A wanting
Denying

Just wait for that moment of
Unfettered Joy
Out of Shadows

Someday it comes
And with her, light.
I'm beautiful, one day you'll see.

Tonight

Tonight I leave
You can come with me if you want
I'd love it.
We could be navigators on a private sea
Or maybe pioneers on an endless plain
I want to see the grass in moonlight
To know it's only us
The sound of our voices and the river alone
A symphony heard only by those
Who dare to listen.
But will you follow?
Will you come with me?
It seems I should know,
But I don't. I know that
I'm gone. I don't know
Who with.

Sap

How did you do it?
How the hell did you get so far under my skin.
It's like...
Without you, I don't know me
And it's terrifying.
I don't like being dependent
But if I don't hear from you,
I don't sleep.
It may be a sickness
But I think the cure would kill me
And as much as it pains me
I like it here.
I lose self, to give to you
So you can hand it back to me
As a gift.
As love
and patience
and loyalty
And everything I need to be
So I'll thank you for this weakness
And hope, That you're as weak as me

Rooftops

This was my place once
A place to sit a little taller
And feel the sun a little warmer
Just a place to lie still and dream,

But you decided Vanity
And took the highest place
A place for you to claim the sun
And talk of pointless things

But now you've left,
For attention yet unknown
So I reclaim my place
And whilst the ink, it stains the page
I'll watch the setting sun

Hey

I think I've figured it out
What really gets me
It's not the refusal
It's the reason.
If you are going to say something,
Then say it
Don't dance around the issue
Don't give me reasons to pacify a four year old
You made me
And i am smarter than that
Give me the why
I'll give you respect
But stop with this game
Just admit that you're lazy
Or scared
or...
Something.
Just Tell Me The Truth
And set me free.

Barbie*

For someone so beautiful
You'd think there'd be more
Some glimer of concience
Morality maybe?
Who the hell do you think you are
Make a mockery of me
Do you ever think
That things are said in silence
To KEEP them silent
I can't believe it
Why!
What makes you think you are above it all
Well newsflash chica
You taught me to stand
Now you can step down

Get It?*

If you've got a moment
I'd like to speak
Discuss
What's happened here
The truth
What is the truth?
It's gone behind masks
And smiling words
Masquerade
Facade
They're all the same
So shut up
I don't want to call you a liar
But if I don't
I fear I
Would equal
You